::all the roads we have to walk along are winding:: [entries|friends|calendar] .:.Jossie.:. And may these w o r d s on my heart & on my lips Somehow mean so much more than this . . . . peace// love // joy [ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ] [ calendar | livejournal calendar ]

new el jay [05.08.05 || 7:23] new journal. comment. & be added. http://www.livejournal.com/users/ohohxxromancexx/ .leave a good one.

first long update in a while... [05.05.05 || 11:43] [ mood | blah ] [ music | Something Corporate-wait ] so i got a job at american eagle i passed a couple of tests i really needed to pass ive been working extremly hard lately when it comes to school i guess i just figuire, work my ass off for the next few weeks be proud of my grades & have the summer to just chill. sounds good to me... eh. things are alright i guess, i guess ive just been so caught up in school that i havent really had time to hang out or enjoy myself lately i miss hanging out with kris & cody & corey b & everyone from Plantation high i miss swim team i miss waking up early to go surfing i miss waking up early to drive to some secret spot i miss singing to weezer and doing bellyflops into the pool i miss endless nights of laughing i miss codys dog that insists on smelling every girls cooch the minute they walk in i miss watching fast times at ridgemont high i miss dancing to lil jon & acting like a fool i miss drinking with everyone and just having a really good time i miss driving to the beach at 3 am and laying in the sand, eventually running around to get the bugs off of us and jumping in the water i miss youth group when it wasent on saturdays i miss summer camp i miss colombia i miss being thinner i miss my long hair i miss cheerleading in some odd way, because at that point & time, i was happy. i miss Alec, alot. alot. alot. alot. & i cant wait to see him this summer i miss new mexico i actually think i miss my dad...i mean, at some point or another im going to have to stop holding this grudge against him...even though hes disowned me for the past 17 years...id like to actaully form some sort of relationship with him. i really miss having someone to talk to when things come up. i know i have close friends, but i miss having that one friend that im always with every weekend, that one friend that knows me like the back of her hand...( nikki s. i love you dawlin. <3) its funny how time changes, poeple change, and life goes on... i look back at how much my life has changed in these past 2 years, and im amazed at how things are now...this is most certainly NOT an emo post, just basically an expression of how im pretty much feeling right now.thanks for reading, if you did. heh. <3 _edit_ i really really miss amanda. alot. & she needs to come home from college like, now. seriously. ilu mandanator. <3 14 .leave a good one.

[04.26.05 || 5:16] shity shit shit shit shit shit fuck. summer needs to come...like now. school sucks & i cannot take another day with fraser & gordon. thx. 13 .leave a good one.

FUCKING PISSED. [04.17.05 || 1:59] ommggggzzz STOP FUCKING GOING THROUGH MY SHIT & DELETING THINGS & CHANGING THINGS. YOUR FUCKING IMMATURE. GET A LIFE. & STAY OUT OF MINE. thx. 7 .leave a good one.

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